.e.alternate.exit.

2012-02-14T21:45:00.000+08:00

I knew it.
It happened because I expect.

Hello.ME.time.
It's time to wake up.

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2012-02-07T18:55:00.000+08:00

Love from love.

2012-02-04T12:31:00.000+08:00

First ever video training!
I need to be more confidence n natural!!!

Been 2mths!
Come on!

2012-02-04T12:30:00.000+08:00

Having a love-hate relationship w running!!!

2012-02-04T12:29:00.000+08:00

My 5K route! Wooohoooo

2012-01-30T08:13:00.000+08:00

He always try his best to give me whatever I wish for.

I do not have any memorable celebrations before till I met him.

I rejected his plan this time because I know if I continue to be pampered this way, I will have an expectation in future.

With expectation comes disappointment.

It's good to remain this way. I just need to feel appreciated and that's enough.
Having said that, still, I feel blessed to have him having this thought!

xoxo

2012-01-23T19:51:00.000+08:00

Happy CNY!!!

2012-01-21T00:12:00.001+08:00

Fav eye make up

2012-01-21T00:11:00.001+08:00

19.01.2012

Can't wait for ours! In 2014!!!

2012-01-21T00:10:00.001+08:00

20.01.2012

According to him, it's pator day!!

2012-01-21T00:02:00.001+08:00

最後的不相�,造就今天的幸福. 摩羯的�情我喜�!【写给摩羯座的第97封信】最初不相识，最后不相认。某天你一定会感谢那个遗弃你的人。感谢那个你曾深爱着却置之你不顾的人。他的放弃促使你找到更好的下一个。亲爱的摩羯，记住：永远不要为一个不爱你的人,去浪费一分一秒。

2012-01-13T19:34:00.000+08:00

And I realise I can't lie without u anymore.
Even a day feels long.

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2012-01-11T08:28:00.000+08:00

I have so many things to do in life still!!!

Sometimes I wish I am 30 so I could complete half of the list of my to-do-things in life!

I wish I could conquer myself first, and start making ppl realise the seriousness in me!!

Boohoo!

Random much, happy mid-week!

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2012-01-10T21:34:00.001+08:00

First photo from the 'new iPhone'!

2012-01-09T13:45:00.000+08:00

One month into the new job!

Happy Moniversary, Cierra!

2012-01-04T00:49:00.002+08:00

Welcoming mummy dearest home!

2012-01-04T00:49:00.001+08:00

Presents from Has n Joe.
My 2 angels!

2012-01-04T00:48:00.000+08:00

Laogong surprised me w his bro w a durian cake!

Simple enough considering I played for the past years.

Going forward, this shld be enough!

2012-01-01T00:10:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to Me! Hahhaha

2011-12-30T14:30:00.000+08:00

It has become a habit for me to look through my december post the year before, to see what resolutions I have set for myself for the coming year for the past 2 years.

Surprising, I did not set any in Dec 2010 for Year 2011 except to do my reflection.
I supposed that's becos in Dec 2010, I began my journey with @crissyeo and from then on, everyday is a new day, new beginning, new understanding that needs no resolution.

And so, the qtr-life of mine is over.
Qtr-life crisis?
Yea, definitely.

Jan   - Gallery Hotel, Longfei, ECP restaurant to celebrate bday!
Feb - Vday fine dining + roses from the bf.
        - Went china (damn! I cant rem which part) boohooo!
Mar - Batam with the bf.
Apr - TPE with F&C.
May - BKK with F&C&HP.
Jun   - China for final work project.
        - Quit my job.
Jul    - Seoul with the bf.
        - Started new job.
Aug - Things changed with F&C.
Sep - Quit new job.
        - Genting with 178.
Oct - Took up FT (ACTA)
Nov - Completed ACTA.
Dec - Started on another new job. Training Supervisor.
       - 1st yr anniversary. Mount Faber Cable Car. Fine Dinning!!!! <3

A very brief overview of the year. Mid-life crisis. Yea.

Matter of fact.
Friends come and go. Guess it shows through the chain of events. I am not looking at the root of the problem anymore cos it doesnt serve any point at this time. And I have seen enough, know much on where I stand.

I am really not a person who will go the extra mile.
Not for anyone in fact.
I treat everyone equal becos everyone who is in my circle has been *screened* to be in.
I dont favouritise or treat u better becos i like u more.
I like everyone the same.
I dont see favouritism as the time I spend with anyone.
This is why I can never understand people with alot of friends.
With my small circle, I cannot even cope to give everyone enough time.
Even the bf, he dont get the extra mile.
He has only what he deserves.

Took me months to get over it.
But glad I come to terms with it.

Jobs has been a bitch. Whole lot of crap.
For a person who has been working FT for 6 years.
Jobless for 2 months is enough to kill me.
I have nv been to so many interviews in my life.
Sent so many resume in my life.
Met so many people and been to so many companies in my life.
But u know what, again, it seems all planned.

No job = study.
Study = learning new things.
Choosing what to study and then making a living out of it.
This is what a 25 yr old me thinks.
And Viola!
Magical, magical, magical.
I am now a certified trainer, in a MLM company, working alongside very nice colleagues from all over the world, various races, meeting lots of people, learning hell lots of stuff.
Best career switch decision.
Best job ever at this moment.

Xmas was a blast.
Love it this year.
Probably of the culture.
Greatttt!

Not forgettting, I wont be able to achieve so much without this impt person of my life.
@crissyeo.
He was totally a motivator, encourager and supporter to me.
He is my gem.
And we have got a flat lor! woohoooo!
Best things ever also for this year!!!
I cant wait to settle down!!!

Lastly, before the year ends, Ma suffered a stroke on her left brain.
A fortune amdist an unfortunate.
Dont really feel like detailing this down. Just, yeah, a new eposide for the new year awaits.

Finally, my vball mates, angel sisters, @paperfishy, cousins whom I neglected becos of my busy-than-ever life!
Thankiewwwss for being in my life throughout, not giving up.
U r not forgotten.
Loving each and everyone of you!!!

Resoultions for 2012!
- Ma to recover asap.
- Pa to go for his body checkup.
- To play volleyball.
- To start pilates.
- To jog twice a week.
- To conduct more trainings and learn more.
- To save $XXX a month.
- To travel twice and at least 2 getaways.
- To have our own car.
- To stay healthy (lost weight).
- To drink lesser.
- To be a better friend.
- To have @crissyeo with me throughout.

My po does not justice to the bf.
But he is, the only one, my pillar of support ever since we got together.
I have nv enjoyed a companion so much like his.
He understands and accept everything of mine, and likewise for me, I appreciate him in a manner I nv done it before.
It's glad we share common understandings and likes.
Oh, other the major events (above), I watched the most # of movies this yr, ate fine dinning becos of him.
Stayed home more. And learned to take up the first step in switching job, being jobless and eventually, switching career.
I can nv imagine how unexciting my life will be without him.
Love you aplenty, laogong!
May we continue to work harder for 2012!

Ending ths po abruptly~
Everyone, wishing you another splendid year ahead!!!

XOXO
Cierra <3

2011-12-30T14:25:00.001+08:00

Goodbye 2011!

2011-12-30T14:24:00.001+08:00

Xmas w Vball mates!

2011-12-30T14:23:00.001+08:00

Christmas w <3

2011-12-30T14:22:00.002+08:00

My presents to everyone!

2011-12-30T14:22:00.001+08:00

Presents from colleagues!

2011-12-30T14:21:00.001+08:00

Outfit for first training!

2011-12-30T14:20:00.001+08:00

Present of the year!

2011-12-18T23:32:00.001+08:00

A very impromptu preset request for laogong!

And yes!
I'm very happy with this!

Much more than getting a polaride or any accessories!

I promise to be good now.
Heeehhheee

2011-12-18T21:31:00.000+08:00

I love wearing couple tee like this!

It's the togetherness in my perspective.

Have you ever notice how couples in drama wear?

Take note and u shall see.

Merry Xmas!

2011-12-18T21:29:00.000+08:00

Xmas 2011!

Halfway during our shopping...
Satisfied the man who walked w me!

Love him aplenty!

2011-12-17T23:31:00.001+08:00

Ate so much!
I need to really watch what I eat!!!

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2011-12-16T16:15:00.003+08:00

Nice Xmas gifts!

2011-12-16T16:15:00.001+08:00

This is what my job is abt!

2011-12-14T20:48:00.001+08:00

Wow! 10 more working days till 2012!

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2011-12-11T21:17:00.000+08:00

I didn't expect to have sore muscle from yesterday's vball!

Feels really great n it's really time to start moving the body!

Gonna try to keep my figure in the coming yr! Lol

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2011-12-11T15:15:00.000+08:00

20 days to 2012!

2011-12-09T18:13:00.001+08:00

Took one week to prepare my training slides n handout.

Being paid market rate for new entrant into the industry. I am happy with my new job!

Yeah!!!

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2011-12-06T22:06:00.001+08:00

Working on two screens. Need a little time to get use to it.
That aside, office colleague b work environment has been great.

I just hope I can do well for the job. Even if I can't perform, at least just do what I am task to do.

Jy!

2011-12-05T23:32:00.001+08:00

I'm so glad that today was not a working day for me.
Seems that it has been prearranged so that we could spend more time before ur one week reservist!
Best! We actually managed to book a mid-yr trip for us.

Though it was slightly overpriced!
But it's still within budget.

Look beyond n we shall conquer Taiwan in 7mths time!!!

Muacks!

2011-12-05T20:07:00.000+08:00

本來說了拿了第一份薪水才買給我兩做為將賞。
怎知今天突然來個大優惠。
這下，錢沒進，又先出咯！

不要緊啦！
至少決定要出國！
六月殺到台北去！

2011-12-04T19:43:00.000+08:00

it's 27 days more till we welcome 2012 officially.
this is my last weekend being the lady of leisure before i embark on a new career journey which i could not have wished for anything more than being successful in the job i will be undertaking.

it has been a rocky year this year.
will definitely do a review over the next few weeks.

meanwhile, gonna tidy up the feelings and plan what is best for myself.

cierra

2011-12-01T13:16:00.001+08:00

6/6 completed! ACTA-Fied!
I feel so different now! Hahaha

2011-11-30T22:57:00.001+08:00

以後還是自動點好。
何必呢。

習慣就好。
你不是唯一一個。

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2011-11-30T19:28:00.001+08:00

I got a job!
I got a trainer job!
I got a MNC trainer job!
I got a MLM trainer job!
I got a town location trainer job!

I am a newbie trainer trainee from next week!!

What a joy!

Best birthday present ever!

Thks zhunti n criss yeo n my family for their endless encouragement!!!

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2011-11-30T14:56:00.000+08:00

Hopefully it's good new for the effort today!!!

I hope the opportunity cost of the bf will not be wasted.

I still have not study yet! Gosh!

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2011-11-30T11:34:00.001+08:00

5/6 completed!
Almost failed this module!!
Clap clap

2011-11-29T23:18:00.001+08:00

So excited I can't seem to sleep!
Pls let there be good news tomorrow!

I really need it.
And I promise I will work harder!!

2011-11-29T17:56:00.001+08:00

Tml is the day!!!
Awawawawawaw

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2011-11-25T19:52:00.001+08:00

Tell me what is wrong pls!

2011-11-25T17:14:00.000+08:00

I think it's quite well done! Let's hope I am right...

2 weeks! Ohhhhh

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2011-11-25T17:04:00.001+08:00

Lets hope I did well!!!!

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2011-11-25T11:50:00.001+08:00

So tired on this game!
When will it ever stop!!!!

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2011-11-24T12:10:00.000+08:00

Time to trim the fringe!

2011-11-24T12:09:00.001+08:00

CU5 competent!
3/6 completed!

2011-11-24T12:08:00.000+08:00

CU5 competent!!
3/6 completed!!!

2011-11-22T23:27:00.000+08:00

i've decided to unsubscribe all of them which i believe might be the best option for me now.
i cannot get over the fact that this is it.
but it's really time to move on.

for that matter, i've decided and hopefully, i can move on from here.

2011-11-22T12:11:00.001+08:00

2/6 completed!
Actually I should really embrace my life now being a lady of leisure!

I need to seek his advice that things will only get better in time to come!

JY Cierra!

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2011-11-21T22:55:00.000+08:00

finally dragged the bf to visit the waterway / waterfront with me this evening.
awesome view and walk we had!

totally njoyed ourselves and we cant wait for our home to be ready.
so many things to fulfill!

i need more time and money.
yet again, it seems that here has become a place where i chant my prayer.

one more week to go!

2011-11-21T13:58:00.001+08:00

The offer didn't come as expected and I rejected.

I hope it is a right decision to Continue to wait still!

May this test of patience pays off!

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2011-11-20T21:13:00.000+08:00

log in to check on the number of credits i need to settle by tomorrow.
to my surprise!
viola! the bad debt transaction is no longer there.

thankiewsss very much whoever has assisted me on this.
no words can express the relieve i get.

tyvm!

2011-11-18T23:10:00.000+08:00

i actually feels very happy knowing that the bf is on his way home to spend time with me.

i gave him a day off to club with his colleagues but he actually choose to come home.

what else can i ask for? :)

2011-11-18T22:27:00.000+08:00

so fucking pissed of one fucking person.
someone who has never show any respect or care of my well-being is now trying to gain his mr-popularity votes for his 60th birthday celebration.

pui chao nua.

i am really looking forward to see how much respect he can give tomorrow.
will he even come and say hello?

will any of his children be a good host?

i admire him for having a well-bonded family.
but stay there and dont cross over to be a big happy family with us.
cos obviously, we are not.

get that?
then fuck off.

2011-11-18T12:15:00.000+08:00

"The first steps you take on any journey won't get you where you want to go.
But without those first steps and the many more that follow,
You would always be standing right where you are, looking towards the future and wondering what it would really be like,
To see the world the way you always dreamed it would be."
- Nick Santana

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2011-11-16T04:02:00.001+08:00

In love w gif!

2011-11-16T03:35:00.001+08:00

Drama Queen

2011-11-15T18:34:00.000+08:00

素顏的我！
還不賴！

2011-11-15T11:05:00.001+08:00

Sent! An emAil of hope!

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1/6 cleared!

2011-11-14T19:56:00.000+08:00

Competent in CU 2!!

2011-11-14T15:47:00.000+08:00

Can u pls call me?
Pls?!

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2011-11-12T16:50:00.000+08:00

Happy because the rules are set.
Goodbyes.

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2011-11-12T10:42:00.001+08:00

Seems to been through alot for the past one year.

I feel much stronger n determined n clearer of my goals.

Say great job to myself!!!

Pending for my license to shop now!!!

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2011-11-11T20:20:00.002+08:00

11.11.11
Greetings from CY&CY!!!

2011-11-11T15:31:00.000+08:00

I am shortlisted.
Wooohooooo!!!

Let's hope the offer comes fast.
Good pay, good benefit.

It doesnt matter the title now so long $$ is good.
hur hur hur.

2011-11-11T12:53:00.000+08:00

A worthy Friday!

2011-11-11T12:44:00.000+08:00

I hope I impressed and aced today's interview.

It means alot.

On a side note, it's time to think about negotiating and scream: end of the week.

Hello, dream job. Will you be calling me?!

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2011-11-11T00:06:00.001+08:00

I nv felt so insecure in my life before.

Honestly, this reality falls harder than I expected.

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2011-11-08T19:29:00.000+08:00

Loving it!!!

2011-11-08T19:20:00.001+08:00

Sarovoski is lovessss!
One round I have my eyes on sooo many things inside.
How could there be nothing for anyone?!

Gosh!! I need a job to pamper myself much!!

:)))

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2011-11-07T22:30:00.001+08:00

New protector for iphone.
New home button.
Enough to make me grinz.

Upcoming week... One more module to clear n three weeks assessment.

Good lucks!!!!

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2011-11-02T00:47:00.003+08:00

Dream comes true!

2011-11-02T00:47:00.001+08:00

Dream comes true!

2011-11-02T00:35:00.001+08:00

Today is our 11th moniversary.
Today is the day we signed for our home.
Today is the day I feel I own my life.
Today is the day I made my biggest decision thus far and
Today is the day I am certain it's us we are talking about.

You. Us. Our dreams. Our life!

2011-10-31T18:58:00.000+08:00

I actually forgot abt my own blog address one of the day. How could that even happen?

Anyway, I am not supposed to be feeling upset being jobless.
It will affect both of us and I should just see it from another perspectives that will make it good for us.

I cannot afford to stay home once class ends.
Hello Job. Can you come to me soon...

Soon.......

2011-10-28T21:52:00.001+08:00

Heavy hearted!
Can't even rest without thinking abt assessment!
Arghhhh

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2011-10-28T21:20:00.000+08:00

Feeling so empty without him...

Independent Ms Yet!

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2011-10-27T22:01:00.002+08:00

Can you understand?

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2011-10-27T22:01:00.001+08:00

Lost track of time.
I wish I could look forward to work related count down!

Like to Friday, to weekends...
To pay day... To bonus...

I don't even know if I shld write to verify again...

I feel pushy doing so... Honestly?!

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2011-10-27T17:06:00.001+08:00

Been a while.
I hope the wait is worth if it's really because govt bodies took longer in their procedures...

Oh pls! I pray for ur confirmation soon.......

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2011-10-26T23:22:00.001+08:00

What's the plan tml?

Start of my 4th mod.. Looking forward!!!!

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2011-10-26T20:56:00.001+08:00

CU5 - 95% done.
5% - undone is the questions and answers (through research)!!!!

Satisfaction level: 101%!!!!!

Woohooooo!!!!

2011-10-26T03:00:00.001+08:00

Feeling upset I am income-less.
Sucks being in my position.
Wondering why it takes so long!!

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2011-10-25T23:10:00.000+08:00

Nothing means more than you to me.

I was not angry / pissed when you werent around.

I merely felt irritated cos there's so much in me I need to focus on.

Assignments gonna kills me.
But I so cant wait for it to end.

Soon.
Very soon!

2011-10-22T08:46:00.001+08:00

As I grow older, learning developed into a passion.
Something I need to value add myself.

Not a qualification education which provides meaningless learning.

I aim to value add myself and others in higher education pathway in time to come.

ASK: much more relevance to life than EMS for me.

Day 5 of continuous training...

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2011-10-19T17:36:00.000+08:00

Training report card!

Did you see what I see?

2011-10-19T10:54:00.000+08:00

I am just not able to express how much I love this course.
I should have done it earlier.

Right now, it will be damn good if I could get a job offer.
Just a good job with great pay and I will be the most happy girl on earth.
In my world.

xoxo
Cierra

2011-10-18T08:08:00.000+08:00

幾米的童話城堡: 这个世界上你认识那么多的人，那么多人和你有关，你再怎么改变也不能让每个人都喜欢你，所以还不如做一个自己想做的人。

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2011-10-15T18:38:00.000+08:00

My learning journal!

2011-10-15T17:34:00.001+08:00

Embrace the new term 'Friends!'

Don't say u have tried when u have not.

I really think it's crap and yea, there're much more in life.

Times where we look back, we may be upset about it but nah, friends come and go.

What's for a person is not purely on these.

Much more. Alot more.

On a side note.. I will seek Master in time to come!

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2011-10-14T23:31:00.000+08:00

I always love the way I mug.
Very studious... Lol

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2011-10-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

I rather pick a job i know is what I want to be in, then going for random interview.
I was totally screwed this afternoon when one of the coy rejected me even getting to a real interview.

Reason being:
We both know it is not a job that I am looking for.

I was mad.
But not exactly mad, cos in a way, It's good they make the decision for me.

But I was mad that recruitment agency and the coy did not see the mismatch way before.

Bahz.